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For several reasons I have gotten to the point that I can no longer look at wedding magazines. The first is, I think planning a wedding and having it be perfectly spectacular requires an endless budget (Which I do not have.) and unemployment. Unemployment (Which is rather contradictory.) due only to the need to spend every waking moment doing (Planning, one of the things I do not excel at and consequently loathe.) wedding stuff, after all there is ALWAYS something to do. Therefore wedding magazines cause me great stress because I want what the pictures are showing me, but know that having champagne taste on a beer budget, simply isn't possible. I also cannot justify looking at wedding magazines because I am in graduate school and am currently in the midst of Public School Law, and that is about as much reading as I can handle at the moment. Another BIG reason for being anti-wedding magazine is the sole fact that they are jam packed full of dresses. AHHH! I cannot look at another wedding dress because I am terrified that I am going to hate mine by the time I see it again. I mean it is only going to be the outfit that I am photographed the most in for the rest of my life, so I better not like it, I better effing LOVE it! Please note that this post was created a few days ago and has since induced a full-fledged panic attack last night around 1:15 am. It also had me create a "to do" list including all my responsibilities, commitments, events, assignments, etc., by month. Hopefully it will provide me with satisfaction as I check them off each month. UGH.
Calming thoughts and Positivity.
XO.
Terra
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